Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Last blogged @ 1:39 AM

I cried the tears that I'd held so long..
for this world that's gone so wrong..
the sadness,destructions,the broken souls...
So damned broken by this world..

a thousand shards of glass piercing deep within my heart..
each breath like a thousand sins upon my soul...
the pain I can’t take.. the escape I can’t wait..
can I close my eyes and not see morrow?
let death wash over me.. like love upon a child..
take me away.. I’m so broken..

I need to run away.. from this world that’s turned so cold...

Why is everyone and everything trying to banish me to hell?
I live on hope and love..
Don’t deny me of that..
shush please.. don’t tell me to grow up..
I don’t want to become what I despise
I’m on the brink of insanity..
I’m just hoping for a day longer..
Jaded over and over again.. my heart is in such torment.

Why was I placed in this world?
Can’t I just sleep and forget about everything ?
just for one night…
bring me back to when I believed.. an eternity of agony.. the pain deep within my heart,
this wretched soul of mine..
each time I close my eyes..
I see faces... and they scare me..

It's effortless....

Believe it or not,
it's not my problem,
just as long as my conscience is clear...