Saturday, January 2, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:57 AM

I dont know what i'm feeling deep inside but it sure hurts.
I'm not sure if you've realised.
But i dont know why i'm getting more used to the pain as days goes by.

Probably i've got numb to the pain so, please continue.
Continue hurting me, you monster.
Eating my heart...

Maybe we just dont click together.
But no worries, i'll still be always there for you.
Cos, i dont wanna be the bad guy again.

I'm gonna fight back my tears.
I'm gonna tolerate.
I'm gonna perservere.
I'm gonna not be easily defeated.
I'm gonna be strong.

I've changed.
I'm not the weak girl you've known any more.
I'm not gonna cry infront of ppl.
But instead, i will cry secretly to sleep.

Thanks for making me to be strong.
I know you are unaware of training my perserverance.
But hey, i've grateful to you.
So grateful, that i'm not gonna give up.


Lord, bless me and give me the strength to continue fighting on.