I wished i were in somewhere,
where i knew no one.
And no one would know me.

I wish to be alone.
I wish to get used to the loneliness.
I wish i could get over all those unhappiness.

I wished i was strong,
in order to survive in this battlefield armed with my knight and armor.
I wished i had more motivation,
to stay even stronger to fight.

Today is a sad day.
Today is a tired day.
Today is a touching day.
Today is a disappointing day.
Today is a day where i realised i am a failure.
Today is a day where i received some encouragements.
Today is a day where i was hit with a great blow.
Today is a day where i realised i needed much more concern and care.
Today is a day where i realised i needa be much more hardworking.
Today is a day where i realised some people are arrogant and useless bunch of chinguls.

There's so much things which had happened over a day
which couldnt be summarised in this tiny space.

I buried myself in the book of You Qin for the day anyway.
And i've more and more appreciating her's and You Jin's works.

What came has already been a fact.
How could i even change or amend it?
So what if i am short of that one freaking mark to pass?
So what if i am all alone facing the fear?
So what if i am what's more, a FAILURE?


Nothing could be done anyway,
so just let it be and leave this damn place for good...